It is an unusual day today.
Sleeping soundly since dinner till now (9.30pm), sipping my favourite Jing Si Tea, playing my favourite playlist at the background as I type the story of a journey which has lasted for 4 weeks.
There are many stories and experiences that I would love to put them down into words, but with my usual routine, I wonder when will be the next update in my blog.
“Congratulations, you are the leader”….
That was what written on the small sheet of paper which I have just taken by drawing lots for the selection of the next group leader for Ophthalmology posting.
I smiled quietly and told Cindy before walking away that “I have a reason to be the leader”.
Of course I do.
Vincent said everything I do, I would have planned far ahead to benefit myself in whatever situation. I agree.
I dislike Ophthalmology and I cursed it really badly when I am in Semester 6.
I have no idea what the lecturer is talking and I have so much of phobia during the exam.
I remembered how I mugged the answers for the MCQs from the past years just to cheat myself through during the Assessment exam.
I dislike that feeling of losing control and trying too hard but not getting back proportionally in return.
Hence, I have made a vow- The vow that I shall never be fearful to this subject anymore.
I read Khurana during Ortho posting and apply my knowledge by having discussion with Bernard and Jason who at that time were in Ophtha.
I enjoyed the responsibility of Ophtha posting leader so that I know what is going on and make myself more aware of it.
I seek help from Han Jie to teach me Anterior segment examination days before the posting start.
I pushed myself to the maximum even on the first day class with Dr Rajiv until I almost annoyed him due to the hyperactivity.
I have never put so much of effort into one discipline like Ophthalmology after Internal Medicine.
Sleeping soundly since dinner till now (9.30pm), sipping my favourite Jing Si Tea, playing my favourite playlist at the background as I type the story of a journey which has lasted for 4 weeks.
When I have time for tea
There are many stories and experiences that I would love to put them down into words, but with my usual routine, I wonder when will be the next update in my blog.
“Congratulations, you are the leader”….
That was what written on the small sheet of paper which I have just taken by drawing lots for the selection of the next group leader for Ophthalmology posting.
I smiled quietly and told Cindy before walking away that “I have a reason to be the leader”.
Of course I do.
Vincent said everything I do, I would have planned far ahead to benefit myself in whatever situation. I agree.
I dislike Ophthalmology and I cursed it really badly when I am in Semester 6.
I have no idea what the lecturer is talking and I have so much of phobia during the exam.
I remembered how I mugged the answers for the MCQs from the past years just to cheat myself through during the Assessment exam.
I dislike that feeling of losing control and trying too hard but not getting back proportionally in return.
Hence, I have made a vow- The vow that I shall never be fearful to this subject anymore.
I read Khurana during Ortho posting and apply my knowledge by having discussion with Bernard and Jason who at that time were in Ophtha.
I enjoyed the responsibility of Ophtha posting leader so that I know what is going on and make myself more aware of it.
I seek help from Han Jie to teach me Anterior segment examination days before the posting start.
I pushed myself to the maximum even on the first day class with Dr Rajiv until I almost annoyed him due to the hyperactivity.
I have never put so much of effort into one discipline like Ophthalmology after Internal Medicine.
A good breakfast before going for Short case exam.
Today, when I finished the posting and saw Dr Rajiv happy and proud expression, it was so rewarding and I felt so appreciated for the effort I put in.
I should say thank you now to the hatred and anger I have on Ophtha because it allow me to put in efforts to transform this negative feelings into passion and love for the subject.
Results are not even out, but yet I have felt great sense of satisfaction, because it is already MY best, if I cannot reach THE best.
Delightful time after Portfolio Defence and signify the end of posting
Signing out, Ophthamology.
ps: wishing my peers a happy study break and let us win this war together called P2S2.
May all be well and happy.